Its been awhile since the last time We met on the astral plane.
You were silently waving goodbye walking into the Light. My sobbing Self
had no words to express as I watched You disappeared; The last crazy adventure I’ll never forget but  Last Night was a stimulation of constant situations We experienced. A slideshow of us as teenage girls at your Quinceañera eating flowers; the emotional distressed connection We shared; Our beginning and Our End; I witnessed it all and I cried like a baby the entire time. I Miss You so much and however much I can apologize I would try to make You understand but I know in dear time it means absolutely NOTHING; when You are no longer here to ease this strain I accumulated onto My self. I pray for You EVERY day; Every Night at every star; I think of You always and I am sorry, its too late.